Is anyone else just tired of searching???

I decided to skip school today(summer school) and I'm just laying in bed frustrated, sad, and tired of just wanting the right guy and the "perfect" relationship. It makes me want to cry. This year has been the toughest year for me when guys are involved. I turned 20, I move out on my own, I have an ok job; it will be nice to have that guy who will love me, respect me, and just be there. Is that too much to ask? Seems like every guy just wants to have sex and good bye. What is so bad about relationships and commitments. You meet them today, their nice, and they look or act promising but when stupid me, as gullible as I am gives it away, then poof! Gone with the wind. After three tries with 3 different guys in 10 months, I decided to just give up and stop searching. I'm only 20 for crying out loud. My two best friends may be engaged and the other may be living happily with her boyfriend but I don't have to be them. Right after that, I meet this guy (Indian); sweet, charming, respectful, and he actually has manners but I instantly have doubts about this guy. I mean how many Indians date African-American and it actually works??? Fourth guy this year, and he's taken me out on real date and he actually pays. We met 3weeks ago and we went on our third date (Lakeshore in Toronto; right by the lake, super romantic) 2days ago. I wasn't surprised when he tried to kiss me when he dropped me home but I stopped him and I told him it's too early. He actually said "I respect that". I let him kiss me on the cheek, we said our goodbyes and he left. Later that night however, he asked the question: "How long is it ok for me to make out with him?"  I truthfully and honestly told him I wanted to take a couple of months maybe 3 to get to know him before we got intimate if anything. He said it's a long time and I agree with him. I just can't risk it anymore. So he told me he'll ask his work buddies, see what they think of 3-months. I didn't stop him. He asked his friends. One said first date is enough for him, the other says I'm a high school kid, and another advised him to call me only when the 3-months is over. He took that advice and he told me "he will talk to me after 3 months." My reply to that:"Oh yeah, no problem!" And he texted back "lol"