Still waiting.

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I've been ttc for what feels like forever.  I tried for years then took a
Long break. I've been happily married for two and half years and we started trying a long time ago. 
I have PCOS and finally had my first pregnancy/miscarriage in May. We took June off just so I could emotionally heal and as per the doctor recommendations.  
This month, we started trying again. I tried so hard not to be hopeful. But I was. 
Today AF came. And I'm just not handling it well. It feels like natures cruel way of reminding me I'm not pregnant anymore.  And it just sucks.