9yrs of trying...

My first child is almost 12 yrs old right now and im 6w3d pregnant.. im like its my first time all over again.. we pray hard for 9 yrs to our 2nd bundle of joy but im not enjoying every minutes cuz i think of all negatives thing that might what happen to me, nervous wreck, thinking miscarriage, blighted ovum, all that stuff.... i dunno im super scared right now, alll the complication ... :( i dont have any symptoms.. sorry im rambling i dont know what to do...