My husband has supposedly always been a Christian. He never mention it until a few weeks berefore getting married.He has been off and on in churches and now wants to pastor. We were in a church for 3 years and he was deacon and leader. I can't follow him because of his inconsistency and he is more radical and I do not share some of his beliefs. I feel like I should leave so he can follow his dreams because I am always the one the keeps on holding him back, he says. We have been married for 14 years. He is a hard worker, good provider for his 3 daughters. But we have hurt each other a lot  that I am beginning not to care. I love him and respect him at times. What should I do?