Faithful (rant)

Samantha
I've found out being faithful is for suckers. All I ever wanted is someone to love me, I know everyone make mistakes but damn how many do you have to make. I have been with someone for 8yrs and never cheated not even text/fb messenger/or calls. And I'm far from being his wife I'm not even engaged but he wants a baby with me so ass backwards huh. But I really wanted a baby for me regardless if I'm with him or not but I see adoption in my near future. I wasted my 20's with him. I'm hoping I'll find love someday.....genuine LOVE :-)