AF showed up so I'm out!! 😔

I already kinda knew that AF was gonna show up because I never got a peak reading using my digital clear blue advanced ovulation. I have used it for four cycles now but this past cycle was the first time I didn't get a peak just high readings. I'm out of town with my SO staying at his parents house. We are here to lay his Grandfather to rest. I went to the bathroom when we got here and tmi brown stuff showed up so I know AF is on her way. AF was due today or tomorrow she always comes on the 25th or 26th day. I just really want my rainbow baby after having a miscarriage in October. I'm going to be an emotional wreak this weekend with AF and a funeral. But I gotta stay strong for my SO as he was strong for me when I had to lay my Father and Grandfather back to back to Cancer two years ago.