Still so upset

Had a MISCARRAIGE on May 28th of this year. I'm still so distraught about it. I was 10 weeks. Baby died at 6 weeks and 5 days. I love my little baby so much. I don't know what to do with myself and how to move forward in this. I think about my baby every single day. Why can't I move on? I have had panic attacks almost every day since it happened. When I get my period, all I do is cry because it reminds me of my baby passing. It was the worst pain of my life. Worse than actual child birth. My doctors didn't know for sure what was happening so they refused to give me medicine other than Tylenol. What is your advice?