This past June by Boyfriend and I decided we were getting married. So I looked at wedding venues found the best one and we set a date (July 2016). A few weeks later we picked out a ring. He hasn't officially asked me but I know it's coming soon.

I have been having A LOT of anxiety lately. It could be because of my new job, or the fact that I moved to a new city last month or this new progression in our relationship, but I am suddenly feeling like maybe we jumped into this too quickly.

Here is some back story: we have known each other for about 12 years. He is 7 years older than I am and we have been dating for about 18 months. I am 22 and he is 29. He works for the Air Force as an instructor pilot and lives in Del Rio, TX. I was living in San Marcos, TX when we started dating (I now live in North San Antonio). So our relationship has been long distance since the beginning. We see eachother just about every weekend and since I am a school teacher I make an effort to see him often in the summer. Oh, and I didn't mention that I will be moving out to Del Rio after we get married next July.

So, I guess what I am asking is if any of you have experienced this type stress induced anxiety? Because I am having second thoughts about this wedding. It all seems like too much right now and I am nervous we started planning too quickly.

Is it just anxiety or is it something I should be concerned about? Does everyone experience this type of stress when planning a wedding?