Frustration! Ventinggg!
I'm 18, TTC and I'm getting frustrated. My boyfriend doesnt want to try anymore after this month. I'm still waiting to see if my period will show up next week. I had sex during EWCM and so now i'm waiting. I've been trying for 5 cycles now and the fact that my boyfriend wants to wait to try again next April, makes me angry because we started trying in April because he wanted to. So now I truly want a baby. After AF shows up every month, I'm at the point where I'm like, "Okay, i'm not pregnant." I just know it. I get so frustrated when I see people I know that is like, "We're pregnant" and they weren't even trying! Don't get me wrong, I'm happy for them, but it's making me desperate to get pregnant! Argh! I'm just about to let this go and just have sex and if it happens, it'll happen! I think it's frustrating when youre thinking a lot about it and you plan it because it wont happen. Pregnancies will always happen unexpectedly. Hoping it'll be my month! Just needed to vent out and release the stress!
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