I've tried to be a good wife. I cook and clean and I've been decorating and organizing our home and trying to find my place in it. I work a full time job that isn't stimulating but isn't stressful either so that's a blessing in a way. 

We recently visited a church nearby that I think could become our home church. 

I just don't feel like myself anymore. I don't know where I belong in his life. I'm not his girlfriend anymore....I feel almost invisible. But, it's not his fault really. I feel that way by myself too. When I'm there home alone I have to make myself get up and do things to occupy my time. Then when he's home he does his projects and I'm left to entertain myself again. And honestly...I just find myself coming straight home...cooking dinner and then going straight to bed. 

I feel like I've failed him as a wife.

He tells me he's happy and I'm doing everything right. But, I'm just really lost right now. 

I've always wanted to be a wife and mother. I never expected to struggle. Am I the only one who struggled transitioning into wife?