Feeling crappy

I feel like my husband is no longer attracted to me.... We went through a tough patch just a few weeks ago where he was ready for divorce. Now he wants to work at our marriage but he been so distance. Our relationships used to be very co dependent on each other but now that I have a job we don't depend on each other to do anything. Just I still feel like he is not there still. We been spicing it up in the bedroom but he has this disgusted look on his face when he is fingering me... I'm a clean girl and I don't have body odor so I don't know what's wrong. I have tried talking to him but he says everything is fine. Just my gut is telling me otherwise .... I just feel like crap ,