I may need to stay off facebook

Becca • Baby #2 due in January, baby #1 one year old

I had a due date buddy on facebook. We werent really close friends, we grew up together and drifed apart to reconnect on FB years n years later. She was due the day before me, and she's one of "those" that posts anything and everything on facebook. Based on her posts i could tell she wasnt having a great time these last few weeks. I wasn't either, but it was good to know i wasnt alone. And there were sometimes when id read her posts and think, well at least i dont feel THAT bad.

Then she went and had her kid way early. She posts constantly, pictures of her and her baby boy, pictures of her home with baby, pictures, pictures, pictures. Im kinda jealous. I thought id have someone to share my uncomforts with until the end, then she goes and spoils it lol!

Well, last night, in the 40 minutes of sleep that i actually got, i had a dream i visited her and her baby at her house and i STOLE HER BABY! I woke up and was like wtf...? I think i have to temporarily block her posts or just stay off facebook for a while lol