I've been trying to track my ovulation. I haven't had a surge and I'm supposed to be ovulating this week. Honestly this is causing me more stress, testing twice a day. I want a child so badly, but I think it's time for me to just enjoy what I already have in my life and stop stressing everyday.   I'll never let go my dream of being a mommy but maybe I shouldn't rush and believe that it will happen when it's ment to. DEAP BREATHS it will be OKAY maybe I should take a break from glow.