Tired

Courtnie • 28. Happily married. I'm a mom of Angel baby boy👼, a rainbow baby girl🌈, and my surprise pot of gold baby boy 🍀

I'm giving this one more shot because I'm assuming I'm out this month. I can tell. So next month I'll try everything and if that doesn't work then I'm just going assume God doesn't want me to have children. After the hell I've been through this year I feel like this should come easy. That God would do this because I'm his child and he loves and wants me to be happy. I'm not feeling it.

One more month and then that's it.