Is it wrong of me?

Kathryn • Hello everyone, my name is Kathryn and my fiancé and I are trying for baby number 2. We have a 4 year old daughter
So I have this friend who is having her baby shower the last weekend of this month and she invited me to go which is sweet and it would be nice to see her since we don't get to hangout much but I just don't wanna go cause it depresses me. My fiancé and I've been trying to get pregnant and no luck! I feel like every time I turn around a friend is getting pregnant who wasn't trying or don't want anymore kids and here we are trying! Is it wrong that I don't wanna go?