Bummed out

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For the past week and a half I had such a strong feeling that this month was the month. My symptoms were different than usual period symptoms.  On the day that glow told me I was ok to test I started bleeding. I thought at first it was AF and my attempts had failed. This was a different AF than I'd had before. Turns out I had a chemical pregnancy. That was a punch in the gut. This is the first for me. I feel like I'm still in shock. I know I have time to try again and things will be different next time. Just doesn't make this any easier.