Today would've been my due date for the baby I lost in January. I'm currently almost 22 weeks pregnant with a healthy baby girl and couldn't be more thankful for that, but it's hard today to not think about where our lives could be today. I didn't know how I'd feel today but so far no tears shed, just lots of reflecting on what this year has brought us. We can't wait to meet our girl in December but there will always be a void left by the baby that could have been. I'm hoping once I've  got our baby safely in my arms I can put the loss behind me. Sigh.