The wait is kiilliinngg mmeee

Amanda • I`m 24 literally married my best friend of almost 10 years May 9th 2015. He has 2 boys 6 and 2 we have been TTC our first baby since March2015. I thought this would be easy as pie, ha I sure was wrong
I'm 6dpo I ovulate early so I have 11 days until af. Normally I'm eh about the wait but this month feels different. I've had weird cramping this time. I definitely hit my ovulation and used preseed so maybe I'm a little too hopefully but for the first time in these 6 months I feel this MAY BE IT!! Which means I want my tww over NOOWWW ahhh this sucks! Anyone else in the same boat? How do you hold off from testing?