Af showed up today and now im at 19 months ttc #1 so sad today its hard to pretend im ok. Im just not ok Dr haven't been able to help me all I have done is be poked at still here I am another month of disappointment. My husband keeps a positive attitude well will just try again next month I wanted to hit him with a frying pan. Why bother its just gonna be the same old thing hopeing for something that just isn't gonna happen :(((