This is my 5th month of ttc but my boyfriend has to move to Utah. Long story why it's pretty personal it's just there's nothing else good for him out here in California. I've never been so distanced with him it's going to be hard because we hang out a lot and every time I go somewhere like the mall to watch a movie get my hair done go shopping go out to eat he's always with me. I didn't know yesterday was gonna be my last day seeing him I didn't want to get out the car he low key started to cry then I started crying it's hard but I'm trying to stay strong and try not to stress I'm going to move with him eventually and visit just not now but if I am pregnant he's going to need to come back haven't tested yet but I'll see. This is gonna be hard on me I love him so much I was treated like shit in my past relationships but this guy is something special to me we still wanna be together I just don't want anything bad to happen in the future since we're distant but I know we're gonna make it work cause we are sooooo committed to each other it's just going to be hard for me right now 😔