So I need to vent....I know I probably shouldn't be feeling this way because it's going on only our 2nd month of trying for a baby. However, I'm finding it really hard to be happy for all of the women around me who are finding out they're pregnant. Out of all of mine and my husbands couple friends, each one of them is pregnant. All the women around me are getting what they want and I'm over here praying and praying for my positive test. I'm even finding out that my co-worker, who isn't even trying to have a baby right (bc she has a 9month old) is possibly pregnant, (she's waiting to take the test, but is having hard core pregnancy symptoms). I feel like I'm getting frustrated at the fact that I'm not pregnant yet. Yes it's only our 2nd month of actively trying for baby #1, but we haven't been preventing it for a while now and I'm still not pregnant. I just want to start my family.