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My boyfriend and I have been together for over a year. I miscarried about 8 months ago at about 10 w 2 d. We were excited and I've wanted nothing but a baby ever since, however he doesn't want kids yet. He is 30 and I am 26. We both have college degrees and well paying jobs. I could support a child comfortably on my own and I'm thinking about stopping my birth control. What if I just got pregnant and then walked away if he didn't want to be involved? How wrong is it to want a baby more than anything (even if that child might be raised without a father?). I was raised without mine and turned out successful and happy. Reasons why I shouldn't TTC...ready go