As a child, I was the youngest of 6! Discovering my body went really wrong. I don't really know how to put it into words. We were all stuck together all the time (my cousins). I guess because we were all so close in age it seemed like a normal thing, at least to me. I don't really like to think of it as incest.. But I guess that's what it was. Maybe just molestation. I was the youngest and I didn't really want to at first but it felt good and I didn't know any better. I feel disgusting. Used and nasty. Fucking hate my cousins for that.