I'm done

I don't know where I stand on having a child other than I've tried 6 iui's with no success. This last round my period was a few days late and sure enough, I got my period a couple days later. I'm heartbroken and trying to find some meaning in where I am. All I know is that my husband and I don't have the resources to keep trying at this point, at over $1,000 a pop, it's gotten a bit much. The fact is, I feel like I've been living my life on hold waiting for something that hasn't happened and that may not ever happen. As much as this hurts, I don't know if I'm up for more of the same. I'm 36 and my odds aren't in my favor. Those are the facts, now it's just a matter of time before I can accept it.