Preparing to lose baby...

Ashley • Avoiding pregnancy. 3 losses (6, 16, 15 weeks). 1 earth son, Lincoln born at 26 weeks. Just turned TWO & doing great!
Well my cervix is getting worse. I am 18+1 and I am now down to 1cm and funneling. There is absolutely nothing more that can be done. I have been bed rest, progesterone, and a cerclage that already fell out. I am left to wait... Wait to see if a miracle will happen or wait to send another baby (my 4th) to heaven. This is complete torture. I have no idea what to do with myself.