Preparing to lose a 4th baby...

Ashley • Avoiding pregnancy. 3 losses (6, 16, 15 weeks). 1 earth son, Lincoln born at 26 weeks. Just turned TWO & doing great!
I am beside myself right now. I am 18+1 and got the news my cervix is worse. I am funneling and only have 1cm left. I have been on bed rest, progesterone, and had a cerclage done that already fell out. I am left to wait..: wait to deliver or wait for a miracle? This will be my 4th baby to heaven (none living) I just cry every time I feel my son move.