Nervous, excited, & more!

Bethany • Hey everyone, Im bethany. Im 24 & from Oregon. I have lots of medical issues & was adopted at 2 yrs old.
I have been with my guy for 6 weeks as of today but known him 10 years. I really do believe I have fallen in love with him. It may seem like an odd way to do it but in a letter I explained I think im in love with him. I really wanted him to know. He has yet to read it. We dont see each other much due to his work schedule... Think it was a good idea?