So I had a third miscarriage in June at 11 weeks which was horrible but something that's constantly reminding me (not that I'll ever forget) is that 2 male friends at work girlfriends are pregnant and we were all due within a week of each other and they're having scans and finding out what they're having and feeling kicks and moves and writing about it on Facebook etc and I'm not getting any of this. I feel empty and it's so unfair. I'm just not sure how to deal with this, these are all the things I should be experiencing with them too, but sadly I'm not. Every time I see a baby post by one of them on Facebook my heart sinks a little bit more each time.