My heart is sad. :(

I had a tubal reversal in June of this year and I found out I was pregnant a little over a week ago. Everything was going good and my numbers were doubling if not tripling every other day. I started having pains yesterday morning and I didn't think anything of it because it would come and go, but today in the middle of cooking dinner, I started hurting really bad and had to go to the emergency room. They took my blood to check my levels and my hCG was at 2900. I had to have an ultrasound done and I knew something was up when they had to call in my OB Dr. to do another ultrasound. He said that there was a lot of blood and that I had an ectopic pregnancy and I had to have an emergency surgery because he said that my life was at risk. I lost my baby and my right tube. I am so devastated. I'm so sorry to all of you ladies out there that have experienced this or a miscarriage. My heart goes out to all of you. Although I'm a firm believer in, "everything happens for a reason", I just don't understand why this had to happen. My heart is so sad and broken. 💔 thank you all for listening. Just had to get it out.