I'm still a virgin
I know it's probably not a bad thing, but it sorta feels like it.
I'm 19 years old, and when I was in high school I was really heavy, then my junior/senior year of high school I lost like 75 lbs and I met my first boyfriend my senior year. We didn't do much, he was younger than me.
And my second biyfriend was more like a friend, there was never any passion. Also neither of these relationships lasted more than 5 months.
Now that I am in college everyone just kinda wants to sleep around, and I feel like guys don't even want to hold a conversation with me because whenever I mention I've never had sec it's like they run away. My friends always say it's because I carry myself with respect for myself and blah blah blah, but seriously guys don't gravitate towards me... It's like they know. But I refuse to be ahsmed of being a virgin.
But it's hard finding a boyfriend... And it's not like I'm uptight or a prude... I just want to get to know someone and make sure I am ok with it. Not just because I want a guy to like me....
This was mostly a rant, but if you have any comments let it flow my lovelies 😍
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