I have had two miscarriages in four months. I have had a desire to be a mother since I was a little girl and playing "mommy" with dolls. I am having a very difficult time dealing with these miscarriages. I have anxiety attacks when I see babies or small children. I feel like there's something wrong with me. My arms ache to hold my babies. I feel it deep in the out of my stomach. I really want to have a baby, but I am so so scared to try again. My doctor says I am healthy and unfortunately it was just "bad luck"