I am so heartbroken 😢

We have been ttc for 8 years. I had a recent hsg test and <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a> with clomid and the trigger shot. I thought for sure this would be our month but stupid af showed up this morning. I try so hard to stay hopeful but keep guarded enough that I don't break down when it doesn't happen. But this month just hit me hard. I don't know if I can keep doing this. Maybe I'm just not meant to have babies.