I was up for four hours last night freaking out about labor. (Not literally but my mind was racing).

I know I want to do a natural birth and that was the plan from the get go. After going through child birthing classes and watching that movie (yesterday) I really want to have an active labor where I get up and walk around and give birth standing/squatting.

I am 99% sure my hospital doesn't offer this at all. I do have to option of going to a hospital 20 minutes away from me (instead of 1.5 hours). Which does offer this, however, I wouldn't know the doctor at all.

My brain cannot shut down about this. I don't know what to do. Lol. Stupid movie.