So let me start by saying I am veryyy excited to become a mommy in 5 long months. But for the past week or so I've been getting sad at leaving my old life behind. I guess you can call me selfish. I have always been independent, even when I was a child I would travel by myself on public transportation to see my grandparents (allowed where I come from). I like leaving work and heading to places, seeing friends, going on random vacations. I realize it's all coming to an end and has been making me feel sad. Husband and I took a trip around the world two years ago. I know we won't be able to do anything like that ever again. I'm sure I'll get a lot of bad criticism for this post. But is anyone else going or went through this? How did you deal with it? How was life after kid(s)?