Ttc is so stressful and depressing. This allergy makes me not want to have sex at all. I went to go attempt to get opks today and my husband said that he thinks they are a waste of time. I look at it like we obviously aren't having sex on the right daya so maybe this will help. Idk. I was excited about them but not anymore. Obviously I didn't buy them. I just can't look forward to having sex knowing I'm going to be I'm a ton of pain right after. It's like God is punishing me.

Idk. I want this baby so bad. But It Doesn't Seem Like It's Going To Happen