Feeling so yucky about things

Megan
I can't stand my husband leaving for a month at a time for his job. It makes ttc 10x harder ... This time him leaving was harder than ever before ... If I don't test positive this month we will not be able to get pregnant for 4 or so months because our days don't sync up... I'm so sad tonight... After my miscarriage in May I feel like it will never happen