Today was a very tense day. Beside getting getting some stressful new about getting my new place but today is also my due date. My baby passed before I even got to know if it was a he or she. As hurtful as it is, I know that I must stay strong, prayful and focused, because I know that she is in heaven looking down on us and smiling. I missed being pregnant. Feeling him or her inside of me. God blessed me with a child that left me before I got to meet him or her. In my heart I know that he will bless me and my fiance again. We just have to stay patient, prayed up and strong.