Another rant...

Anonymous • 24, married, TTC for almost 3 years. Love the app, community, and support from y`all lovely ladies.
I'm no longer TTC. What's the point in TTC if your husband doesn't even have sex with you anymore? I don't think he wants another kid. We had a conversation a few months ago, and he said he only ever wanted to have 3 kids. He already has 3. I asked him multiple times if he really wanted to try for another and he said yes every time. But I guess it was another one of his lies. I'm crazy about him, but I don't think I can stay here. He only thinks about himself 90% of the time. He won't do anything if it doesn't benefit him. I've been so patient with him. But I think I'm coming to the end of it. There's only so much I can take and I'm sick of not being a priority to him. His priorities are Lego, food, soda, sleep, video games, and ignoring me. 
I'm gonna work on finding my animals new homes in case I do make the decision to leave. My heart breaks every time I think about leaving, but I can't let him hurt me anymore. Besides, he'll just jump into bed with the girl he had an affair with, as soon as I leave. He won't give a crap.