Still no AF

Just venting. I am two days late but I am almost positive I am not pregnant after so many BFNs. Sick of seeing tests that show no results of a positive. I just want my AF to come so I can get it over with this month. I am over TTC for now. Just looking forward to my consultation with a fertilty specialist to see why the heck it's taking so long. I just want answers because it shouldn't be taking this long. I have tracked ovulation, we do the deed like we are horny teenagers, we've used preseed and still nothing. Ugh! Not sure what's going on but my appointment can't come fast enough.