Need some support

Found out the results of my genetics test. I tested intermediate for fragile X gene. I told my SO and he shut down and all he said was that he wants an healthy baby and dies not want to suffer or the baby to suffer. We go Monday to speak to a genetics counselor. I feel so alone and hurt now because he is implying that I should abort the child if there is chance the baby will be born with a disability. I am going to keep my child no matter what but just the thought of not having his support is making me depressed and has taken the joy of having a baby go away. I can't stop the tears from running down as I write this.