I get so down, sad, and confused about the loss of our first born son we lost at 32-33 weeks pregnant. I am now pregnant again and have just reached 30 weeks...this time it is a girl and it is so refreshing when I get that sad she reminds me of her existence by hitting, kicking, or nudging. Bless her her dear heart for sticking around this long while her parents balance grieving and excitement for her arrival 😘😍❤️