I miscarried in April at 6wks, been trying again for the past 2 months, but no luck yet. And I'm just still so sad, everything makes me cry. My sister-in-law is pregnant and everytime I think about it or someone talks about it, my heart breaks all over again. I feel terrible that I can't make myself be happy for her, but I'm just so jealous & sad & losing hope. I just want to feel normal again...