So.. I guess I've miscarried. I've had two chemicals and now I've lost my baby at 9 weeks. I should be 10 weeks today and my SO is currently asleep and in his sleep he put his hand on my tummy. I just started bleeding earlier and I wanna cry. We were so excited.. He probably doesn't know what he's doing because he's asleep but I'm holding back tears. Why? I did everything right.. I ate healthy, I took vitamins, I did everything I could and my body can't hold the only thing I want with everything I have. I hate my body for this reason. I just want my baby in my arms 😞😢