3rd miscarriage - angry

Janine
Just got out of the hospital, I was loosing a lot of blood and kept fainting. I passed the baby in bed pan. I saw it. I don't think it's an image I will forget. I'm passed sad I was sad when I first started bleeding. I don't currently feel helpless I felt that when no Dr or nurse would take me seriously. Now I'm angry! What's wrong with my body why can't I carry a baby to full term. I want answers. 
I'm frightened that this will never happen for me. People are so annoying they think there words are re assuring they are not. I got don't worry the first time here I am three miscarriages later with the same don't worry it will happen for you. 
Just really angry with my body! With the world. Most people have children no problem.