You know I do love my freedom, seeing all my past relationships have been abusive.. so its nice to not having someone around who's constantly putting me down...but I've been single for awhile now...sleeping alone feels lonely again. I bring my kids into bed with me most nights lately... it's so hard seeing families out together shopping, walking , just seeing them together reminds me of how I wish I had a companion who believed in me, made me better/happier than I am now...I was wondering how you other single mom's felt? I feel like the weight of the world is on my shoulders...no one would ever know looking at me though, I'm a very positive person .

I don't have barely and friends, as I'm different than everyone else...