I have a boyfriend & a guy I work with invited me to a party 2 hours away. My boyfriend said its okay if I went (trying not to be controlling). So I went and wasn't having to much fun. The guy bought a beer just for me be I don't like bud light & I felt rude for not drinking any so I started to drink some. Minding my own business a guy talked me into doing a shot of fireball. Then it was someone's birthday so we did birthday shots. I only wanted half a shot but they put jäger in it. I was pretty wasted by then & was minding my own buisness trying not to pass out or puke. Thena random   guy at the party started talking to me about wanting to find a girl to start his life with & about his family. I passed out, woke up put my hair up then passed out again. He began to pick me up & carry me to a bed. Since my feet weren't on the ground I puked on him & myself. Then he took me the bathroom & stayed with me while I was limp & lifeless. He started rubbing my back, kissing my neck & calling me babe. My boyfriend (being protective as he is) called me 22 times & texted me multiple, multiple times, but I wasn't thinking about my phone. The guy taking care of me carried my lifeless ass to a bed & layer there with me. He was telling me I was the prettiest girl there & he'd want to take me out on a date, but I mumbled him no. He then asked for a kiss & I shook my head no. Well we layers there for a while & he started to get really touchy & began fingering me ( tmi I know) but I could stop him. It was horrible. I finally realized the gave me my phone & my boyfriend & his friend were on their way. I couldn't tell them where I was bc I didn't know where I was. So I tried getting a girl who kept coming to check on me to tell them. She wasn't sure if they should tell them bc they didn't want any problem. The guy with me kept telling them no, no don't tell them. Finally they asked me if it's alright & I shook my head yes. Another guy there swooped me up & carried me outside to them. The guy that was supposedly helping me told the guys at the party that he had sex with me. (which he didn't). Now I can't enjoy drinking bc of that night. Idk what to do.