Having a hard day😢😢😢

It's been a couple weeks since I lost baby #2, I have one healthy son that I am so grateful for and he has been the only thing that has helped me hold it together. But today has been really hard at church I sat behind a couple who has a 3-4 month old and he was such a cute little baby, it just made my heart hurt! It feels like my chest is going to cave in. To know what a joy those angel babies could have become kills me. I miss them every day and some days it doesn't hurt.  Today's not one of those days.