BabyShowers😥

So I'm about to rant, I'm going to a BabyShower this weekend coming up & i really don't want to go. I've been trying to conceive for over a year now, it's been very hard for me to deal with it even more now because I'm 26 and still trying for my first baby😔 my brother in laws wife is having her second baby now & it's super hard for me. I know all my husbands family will be there & for sure will turn to me & ask when I'm next 😒 I hate lying and saying I'm not ready because I've been wanting this for what it seems like forever. I don't want people knowing my business and knowing we can't conceive because I feel like they'll only ask more "are you pregnant yet" and I can't deal with that. How do you girls deal with going to baby showers and people asking?Â