This is the first month we've actually tried together. I'm so emotional because I "just knew" I was pregnant this time. thought I was have been doing everything right, but I guess not. I get hard on myself because I'm bbw and I always take it personal. I'm the auntie, best friend, etc that spoils everyone else's kids/babies. I just want one of my own that I can give the work to. I start stressing really bad at this point. Starting to think this will never happen for me, kinda just wanna give up.

Good luck. Everyone..