My boyfriend & I have been TTC since January. I've been tracking everything, taking prenatals, doing everything short of seeing a doctor. We have yet to conceive. I'm exhausted and heartbroken. He already has a 6 year old son, who is our world. My soul aches when he says he wants a brother or a sister.. or when my boyfriend is telling me about memories he has of his son being a baby. I want to be able to make memories like that. My biggest fear is never becoming a mother. I'm terrified of what would happen to me if I was told I will never conceive a child. I try not to show how much it upsets me.. because I don't want him to worry too much. I have become obsessed with the idea of trying to get pregnant.. and I know that's a problem. I just want hope, I want to hear a little voice calling me "Mom." I need opinions/support, very badly.. so if anyone has any comments.. please help me try to help myself.